Good Morning, most of you have been sleeping soundly, as I fight this sleep trap I fell into. I think tonight is gonna be the night, I push it to the limit. I have to get turned back around, I hate when this happens. Hopefully I will crash with the tides tonight.
Plus, I also need to push myself away from this computer.
Yes, I am an addict. I confess. I sit here all day, and obviously all night playing games, and surfing the web. I sit so long my eyes just want to shut down from staring at the screen. They get blurry, watery, and times they just burn.
I'm not real sure why I do it, I think it might have something to do with the voids I have in my life, that I loose myself inside this other dimension, we call a computer. The winter months don't help any at all.
I really get into Virtual realities. That is an obvious statement that I wish "I was somewhere else".
Once I find a social site I am interested in, I beat it to death. God forbid I find a virtual reality site. That's all I do.
I used to be on Excite.com, when they used to have one of the first ones available. I couldn't peel myself off of it. They closed down some 5 years ago, which left me wandering the net, until I discovered IMVU. There was one or two in between, but they were still under development and lost interest fast.
I do however believe the same people that ran Excite.com's virtual reality are the same folks that run IMVU. I see to many clues that suggests this. The same crashes are involved, the same management rules, just more developed. I think when Excite dropped their virtual reality feature, the developers there just ventured off on their own. Boy what an improvement. They still have a lot to go, but they have really come a long way.
I am taking advantage of the three D chat education they are giving me, and any member who wants to learn. For me, it captures my attention, which is difficult to do, since I am so ADD its unreal.
But, as much as I love that stuff, I don't want to be a slave to it. Which means I have to start pushing myself away from it. I even eat more then I did before. I smoke like a train. This has just got to stop.
Its going to take some serious self discipline on my part, but its gotta be done.
I'll post more later, I have to fight Mr. Sandman.
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